Posts Tagged ‘genetic women’
My daughter had a a show from The Entertainment Network on. It was on the different plastic surgery operations various stars have had.
I have various takes on this, but I won’t get into all of them. I will get into the one that I think is pertinent here.
I was going on about how there’s no reason for the plastic surgery and how by getting plastic surgery, the stars are basically saying there’s something wrong about having a big nose and weighing more than others.
I feel that if the stars want to get plastic surgery, that it is their choice. But I feel it sends a bad message.
And I have to admit that I was getting a bit self-righteous. Fortunately, my daughter pretty thinks along the same line. She’s short, and if somebody doesn’t like the way she is, my daughter basically feels they can stuff it!
And I was feeling pretty good and proud.
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Then later, when I was getting into feminine mode, I realized what a hypocrite I was being.
I was plucking my eyebrows! And shaving a second time that day, and covering my beardline with make-up!
What happened to the idea that men should accept women the way they are!
There is a member in my transgender support group who is balding but still has grown her out and wears skirts. Maybe she should be our role model.
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But I never denied the fact that I plan on getting breast surgery someday. I’m a big girl, and I want my breasts to match my size!
I could make the arguments that if I was given the right genes, I would have bigger breasts and thinner eyebrows and less hairy body. But a lot of genetic women can make the very same argument!
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And why are we all doing all this? To try to get closer to a feminine ideal! The same reason a lot of women get plastic surgery!
If I really believe that men should accept women the way they are, shouldn’t they accept transsexual women the way they are too! Why should I be plucking my eyebrows?
So I don’t know. Plastic surgery for purely cosmetic reasons seems to be overdoing it. But who say where we draw the line?
I’m still getting those breasts some day. I’m still going to laser my hair eventually! So I guess in the end, I really don’t have much room to speak!
If you don’t know, Second Life (SL) is a virtual world. And this is some excerpts from a talk I had with my best friend on Second Life.
closeted tranny: got the orthodontist cost for my daughter
best sl friend: yikes
closeted tranny: $5250
best sl friend: braces?
best sl friend: ug
closeted tranny: but my insurance SHOULD pay 2250
best sl friend: yay
closeted tranny: but i have to downpay a third of the rest before they do anything
best sl friend: that’s fucked up
closeted tranny: then pay the rest in monthly payments for the next year and a half
closeted tranny: yeah, great american health system
best sl friend is glad she’s Canadian
closeted tranny: so i ain’t do any traveling and buying womanly things for a while 😦
closeted tranny: and i dont have any female winter clothes 😦
closeted tranny: got stood up again today
closeted tranny rolls her eyes
best sl friend: wtf is with these men?!?
closeted tranny: fortunately, from the messages, i can tell other guys on the line get stood up too
closeted tranny: well, maybe not fortunately 🙂
best sl friend: lol
closeted tranny: but i’m not alone
best sl friend: true
closeted tranny: some of them have messages saying they’re not looking for players, and that they want people who will really come
best sl friend: sad that they have to state that
closeted tranny: so apparently there’s a lot of “playas”
best sl friend: lol, how do you become a ‘playa’ without playing?
closeted tranny: you play people
best sl friend: oh gotcha, I thought playas were….nvmd
closeted tranny: and this guy stood me up before, but he called and asked for forgiveness
closeted tranny: and being a kind soul….
best sl friend: and did it again?
closeted tranny shakes her head
best sl friend: jesus
closeted tranny: yep!
closeted tranny: guess he got a better offer
best sl friend: what was his excuse the first time?
closeted tranny: i don’t even remember
closeted tranny: work or something
best sl friend: work shmerk
best sl friend: lol
closeted tranny: but he didn’t call for a week after
best sl friend: tard
closeted tranny: men are jerks!
best sl friend: yes
best sl friendis lucky
best sl friend: finally….
closeted tranny: i don’t like saying retards – mentally challenged people are better than people called tards!
best sl friend: agreed
closeted tranny: they shouldn’t be compared to them
best sl friend: I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time with the dating thing
closeted tranny: well, the secrecy doesnt help
best sl friend: no
best sl friend: you still have some men in here?
closeted tranny: nothing more than sex partners
best sl friend: well, that’s something
best sl friend: I was sitting in my front yard here, afk overnight with the arrows in my chest and some guy IM’ed me “hello beautiful” lol
best sl friend: ah
closeted tranny: lol
closeted tranny: hello beautiful – those arrows just show off your eyes!
best sl friend: well, I’m arching my back so I guess my boobs look bigger too
best sl friend: dunno
closeted tranny: true 🙂
best sl friend: it was strange, looked up his profile, he’d been here since ’07 and nothing in the profile
best sl friend: not a good sign
closeted tranny: yeah, that’s not
closeted tranny: guys keeping asking to see mine on yahoo
best sl friend: your water filled condoms?
closeted tranny: and i’m in the transgender chat room
closeted tranny: yep
best sl friend: lol
closeted tranny: and i have to tell them, they’re not real
best sl friend: what do they say?
closeted tranny: they still want to see my real ones?
best sl friend: LOL
best sl friend: men!
closeted tranny: it’s like, okay…..
closeted tranny: i admit cus of my gained weight, i have a bit of he-boobs
best sl friend: sorry boys, got the fake ones on today, ask me again tomorrow…
closeted tranny: but smaller than a’s
best sl friend: woot
best sl friend loves man boobs
closeted tranny: really?
best sl friend: mhmm, my boyfriend’s got them
closeted tranny: okay….
best sl friend: his nipples are so sensitive he nearly leaped out of bed when I touched them today
closeted tranny: lol
closeted tranny: really?
best sl friend: yeah, it’s weird, they’re total glass cutters, I’ve never seen nipples get so hard
closeted tranny: wow
best sl friend: I know, I’m kinda jealous
closeted tranny: sounds like he’s got female nipples
closeted tranny: i’m jealous too
best sl friend: mind you, I did have 17 orgasms today
closeted tranny: 17?
best sl friend: I know!
closeted tranny: jesus!
best sl friend: I know, I know, I know
best sl friend: I’m telling you….
closeted tranny: genetic women – urgh!
closeted tranny: i hate you all!
closeted tranny: 🙂
best sl friend: 😛
best sl friend smiles stupidly
best sl friend: just click the mattress, the white part at the top
closeted tranny: lol
closeted tranny: hey hey hey – i like guys 🙂
closeted tranny what’s the “so hard” position again?
closeted tranny: i know i’ve used that position
best sl friend: lol, no idea
best sl friend: I’m a sl nun
best sl friend: click on it and I’ll close my eyes
closeted tranny: lol
closeted tranny: okay
closeted tranny: okay you can open them
best sl friend blinks
closeted tranny: of course, how do you know what i’m writing?
best sl friend: damn
closeted tranny: les whore!
best sl friend: hahahaha
best sl friend: guilty as charged
closeted tranny: bet you were reaching for your strap on!
best sl friend: LOL
best sl friend: that is so going in my profile
best sl friend: Mc told me awhile ago that he’s taken over EC and ever since I told him about Kerry he’s not really talking to me
closeted tranny: oh, he has
closeted tranny: maybe i’ll go back then 🙂
best sl friend: 🙂
closeted tranny: maybe i can comfort him in his duress 🙂
best sl friend: lol
best sl friend: les whore
closeted tranny: i’m a straight whore, not a les whore!
closeted tranny: well, tranny whore 🙂
best sl friend: lol
best sl friend: if you’re a straight whore what am I?
closeted tranny: you were the one reaching for a strap on with a gal
best sl friend: nvmd, it’s the imaginary booze talking, lol
closeted tranny: like i’ve never done that 🙂
best sl friend: hehe
best sl friend: I haven’t yet
closeted tranny: it’s okay, but i definitely prefer guys
best sl friend: I prefer being the submissive woman with guys, but with women I think I’d want to be the dominant man
closeted tranny: though – in sl – i’ve done the strap on with a few guys 😉
best sl friend: a lot of guys on craigslist looking for that
best sl friend: I was surprised
closeted tranny: everyone likes to experiment
closeted tranny: like i said, when i become a woman, i would definitely want to sleep with a woman
closeted tranny: just to see 🙂
best sl friend: 🙂
closeted tranny: that’s craigslist is something else
best sl friend: sure is
closeted tranny: i swear at least YOU can get anything off of it
best sl friend: lol
best sl friend: hey I’ve had my share of run arounds
best sl friend: this one guy recently
best sl friend: jesus
best sl friend: he wanted to ‘meet’ first
best sl friend: pfft
closeted tranny: what’s wrong with that?
best sl friend: not only that but he wanted me to drive an hour so we could have coffee
best sl friend: I don’t want to ‘get to know’ these guys
closeted tranny: oh we’re talking about ms fuck-on-first-date
best sl friend: totally
closeted tranny: you just want one thing from them – and it’s in their pants?
best sl friend: exactly
best sl friend: I’m surprised at how many guys don’t want that
closeted tranny: well, like the old joke goes – what’s the difference between a straight guy and a bi-curious guy?
closeted tranny: a few beers
best sl friend: haha
best sl friend: good point
closeted tranny: seems like you two don’t waste time when it comes to sex 🙂
best sl friend: no, we’re both horny sluts
closeted tranny: nothing wrong with that 🙂
best sl friend: nope
best sl friend: we have our own private SA meetings
closeted tranny: sa?
best sl friend: sexaholics anonymous
closeted tranny: lol
best sl friend: we really did this morning…
best sl friend: my name is heather and I’m addicted to sex…..
closeted tranny: i was for a while
closeted tranny: spend almost the whole weekend jacking off
closeted tranny: and staying up on sl too much
closeted tranny: always tired at work
best sl friend: 🙂
best sl friend: I haven’t masturbated for a month and a half, I appreciate my alone time so much, I don’t even think about sex
closeted tranny: lol
closeted tranny: why do you need to?
best sl friend: I don’t
best sl friend: lol
Something You Ain't Got: Journal Of A Closeted Tranny 