Something You Ain’t Got: Journal Of A Closeted Tranny

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I didn’t believe this guy, but I wanted to see how far he would go. I changed his name to protect the guilty.

September 1:
kuwait guy: i like u
closeted tranny: thank you
kuwait guy: plz my heart will stop kiss me
closeted tranny: hehehe
kuwait guy: nice lips
closeted tranny: thanks
kuwait guy: u married
closeted tranny: no
closeted tranny: you?
kuwait guy: i hope meet u
closeted tranny: where do you live?
kuwait guy: kuwait
kuwait guy: can u visit me
closeted tranny: you american?
kuwait guy: no
closeted tranny: you kuwaiti?
kuwait guy: u
closeted tranny: yes, i’m american
kuwait guy: egyptian
closeted tranny: ahhhhh
closeted tranny: can you pay for me?
kuwait guy: i work in petrol oil
kuwait guy: no problem
closeted tranny: really?
kuwait guy: u can spend happy time in my home
closeted tranny: and you can pay for the ticket?
kuwait guy: money no problem
closeted tranny: and you can send me money for someone to watch my daughter while i visit you?
kuwait guy: how old r u
closeted tranny: **
kuwait guy: age sexy
closeted tranny: thanks
closeted tranny: how old are you?
kuwait guy: 30
closeted tranny: am i too old for you?
kuwait guy: i like u
closeted tranny: okay
closeted tranny: so can you send me money, so i can hire someone to watch my daughter while i’m gone?
kuwait guy: i hope touch ur lips
kuwait guy: ok
closeted tranny: can i see what you look like?
kuwait guy: how much
closeted tranny: i’m not sure – i’d have to check
kuwait guy: ok check
closeted tranny: really? honestly?
kuwait guy: ur eyes kill me
closeted tranny: wow
closeted tranny: do you realize that i’m a cross dresser?
kuwait guy: ok
closeted tranny: i’m a guy who dresses as a woman
kuwait guy: i hope fucking u
closeted tranny: really?
closeted tranny: wow
kuwait guy: can i see ur breast
closeted tranny: they’re not real
closeted tranny: they’re water-filled condoms
kuwait guy: oh
closeted tranny: i hope to get silicon breasts, but they’re like 200 dollars
closeted tranny: like i said, i’m a guy who dresses up as a woman
kuwait guy: ok open ur ass
closeted tranny: my ass?
kuwait guy: open plz
kuwait guy: how long ur hole ass
closeted tranny: it’s plenty long
kuwait guy: deep
closeted tranny: yes very
kuwait guy: u make me hot
closeted tranny: thanks
closeted tranny: you ever come to the u.s.?
kuwait guy: my milk coming out
closeted tranny: really?
closeted tranny: wow
kuwait guy: open ur ass
closeted tranny: not now
kuwait guy: u like suck
closeted tranny: yes
closeted tranny: very much
closeted tranny: but only with a condom
kuwait guy: u have nice lips
closeted tranny: thanks
kuwait guy: i want 3 days only f—ing u
closeted tranny: only 3 days?
kuwait guy: long time
closeted tranny: okay
closeted tranny: i can get time off in november
kuwait guy: i hope
closeted tranny: me too
kuwait guy: can u stand up
closeted tranny: yes
kuwait guy: i miss ur ass
closeted tranny: oh okay
closeted tranny: just a second
kuwait guy: i wait
closeted tranny: did you see?
kuwait guy: take off underwear
kuwait guy: i hope see ur whole ass
kuwait guy: my milk coming out
closeted tranny: i will if you send me money
kuwait guy: tonight
kuwait guy: open
closeted tranny: can you send me $200 dollars so i can buy fake silicon breasts?
kuwait guy: i give u only when u visit me
closeted tranny: then why should i show you my asshole?
kuwait guy: i want f—ing ur ass hole
closeted tranny: send me $200
kuwait guy: i send u for visit me
closeted tranny: okay
closeted tranny: then you can see my ass hole
kuwait guy: ok
kuwait guy: i wait
closeted tranny: okay
kuwait guy: i wait
closeted tranny: okay
closeted tranny: you can see my asshole when i visit you
kuwait guy: why not now
closeted tranny: why should i?
kuwait guy: plz
closeted tranny: $200
kuwait guy: ok
closeted tranny: you’ll send $200?
kuwait guy: ur adress
closeted tranny: po box ****/(midwest city)(midwest state) *****
kuwait guy: ok
kuwait guy: 2morrow
closeted tranny: okay
closeted tranny: did you like it?
kuwait guy: when u got last f—ing
kuwait guy: in ur ass
closeted tranny: a long time
closeted tranny: a few months
kuwait guy: when
closeted tranny: i dont remember exactly
closeted tranny: but i wont do it without a condom
closeted tranny: no sex without a condom
kuwait guy: good
closeted tranny: so can i see you?
kuwait guy: my cam not work
closeted tranny: you have any pictures you can send me?
kuwait guy: i haven’t
closeted tranny: sorry, had to take a phone call

today:
kuwait guy: hi
kuwait guy: i miss ur ass
closeted tranny: hi, i never got my money
kuwait guy: u need money
closeted tranny: you said you would send me $200 if i showed you my ass
kuwait guy: when
closeted tranny: before i showed you my ass
kuwait guy: last 10 day buzy
closeted tranny: so when am i getting the money?
kuwait guy: u man
closeted tranny: yes, i am a cross dresser
kuwait guy: u have boobs
closeted tranny: no, these are fake – just condoms filled with water
closeted tranny: i wanted the money to buy some fake silicon breasts
kuwait guy: hmhmhm
closeted tranny: so am i going to get the money?
kuwait guy: what ur job
closeted tranny: data entry
kuwait guy: u rich
closeted tranny: noooooo, i’m poor
closeted tranny: and my daughter needs braces!
kuwait guy: u have nice flat
closeted tranny: no, only one bedroom for the two of us
closeted tranny: i sleep on the couch
kuwait guy: i can’t believe
closeted tranny: it’s true
closeted tranny: why don’t you believe me?
closeted tranny: hello?
kuwait guy has stopped viewing your webcam.

This post I feel captures the tension between the trans community and the rest of the queer community, so I present it here.

Monologue of a Gaay in the city

No Trans please…. we are Gay !

May 31, 2008 at 2:22 pm (Uncategorized)

Living in a closeted society, it takes real guts for a guy to dress up in drag in the middle of the night and stand in the middle of Juhu Tara Rd searching for sex. Some gays generally do it in bars dressed as men, although for them it’s not a means of livelihood.

There has always been a kind of love-hate relationship between gays and cross-dressers, or gay guys who show any amount of effeminate behavior. Ken, my 28-year-old gay friend had his own views about them and I had to hear them in the middle of the night, when we saw a cross-gender male prostitute. We stopped for coffee at the Barista near Prithvi theatre. We had met up on Saturday a day before the Bombay Dost ‘Sunday High’ film screenings—they were to play movies I had chosen.

“These guys give us a bad name,” Ken said after he ordered his coffee. I had a confused look on my face and I looked at the guy who took our order. Ken sensed my confusion and cleared my doubt by saying: “Not him! I am talking about trannies.”  I didn’t comment, but asked him if he would come for the Sunday High at Humsafar Trust’s drop-in center. He retorted, “When did you start going to places like these?”  I asked, “Places like what?”  He began telling me a story his friend had told him about Humsafar. “There was this guy who went some event there. He was the only straight-acting gay guy and was forced by trannies to dance with them, and these trannies were flirting with him… blah, blah…”

“Whatever!” was what I had to say about his story. I explained to Ken, “See, I have been there a few times. I am not saying that there are no cross-dressers there, but that they flirt with guys and all that is just bullshit. Humsafar is an organization that deals with sexual minorities and transgender are also a sexual minority, the same way you and I as gay men are.” Ken took a sip from his cup and said, “Why can’t you have a board like ‘No trannies please, we are gay’ at the Sunday High.” I made a face and told him that even if it were possible, I would not do such a thing. He was surprised. “Bucci boy, fighting for the rights of sexual minorities,” and added, “Now I wonder where the word Bucci came from. Must be the influence of some drag queen.” We both laughed at the joke and I called him a bitch. “Well, Kenny, you have the bitchiness of a tranny. You have got it so naturally; I believe you are a closeted one.” We finished our coffee and left Barista. I did not ask him again if he’s coming or not because I believe each person has his own viewpoint.


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